"You know I love you, right?"

That's what I heard as he closed the door. We walked over onto the patio, where you could read the candles perfectly "MARRY ME?" The day I dreamed of all my life was here, and the boy who I am incredibliy greatful for looked at me, got down on one knee and said, "Michelle, you have been my girl since the eighth grade, and you will always be my girl. I know that sometimes we will fight, but baby, I'm never going to walk out on you. Will you marry me?"

I've lived a lot in the past few years. Between adventures to Europe, going back to high school, graduating, and now getting married my life has been anything but dull! (And I wouldn't have it any other way.) I can't believe that the guy I've been with (off and on) for five years will, in six months, be my husband...für immer und ewig! (:

Special thank you to anyone who took part in making this one of the best weekends of my life! (:

christmas festivites. (:

Christmas will be here very soon, and I am very excited to be celebrating it with the boy who has been here through it all. This will be our first Christmas together in about 2 years seeing how we were separated by distance or by the free will of anger.

Nonetheless, things are different and I am very excited about what's to come with us. I am extremely nervous, but very excited to know that something I have always thought to be true...is. It's a nice comfort to have. The boy, he's mine. (:

Between Christmas parties, ugly sweater contests, and celebrations with our family, school, and work we seem to keep rather busy. I love this stage we are in. The one thing I need right now the most is patience and to trust that he has our best interest in mind, which I am confidant he does!
He is my knight in shining armor who makes me laugh uncontrollably.

Laying my head down to sleep tonight.

Tonight it's just about me saying that I am not going to feel as though my life is bad because things seem not to go as I have them planned. I am going to look forward to what ever it is that is coming this way, inspite of the past few days I have had. I am moving forward.

This is my life, and I refuse to give the right to control it to people in my life who don't even care about the fraglity of my life. Not happening.